Hello my loves, I am back.
It's 8pm, and my dad is already asleep, which astounds me.
So, tomorrow is Halloween, and I'm doing nothing. I will literally be sitting at home, probably watching the Simpsons Halloween special. That's how lame I am. This is the first Halloween that I've had nothing to do. Every Halloween before this I've at least gone to something, but not this year. I feel like this embodies my social life so far this school year: nonexistent.
I went to the same school from 2nd grade to 8th grade, with pretty much the same 25 people the entire time, and this year I was thrown in to a gigantic high school, only knowing two people. I, in nature, am an introvert, and suck at making friends. Therefore, I pretty much haven't made any friends. I already knew two people, so the only "friends" I have are my two friends friends, and they're not exactly my friends, they're more just my acquaintances.
One thing that sucks is how damn expensive hair die is. Currently my hair is a faded blue, with noticeable brown roots. It started out a gorgeous, vibrant, deep blue but it's just gone downhill from there. I love having different colored hair, but its hard to maintain, and I don't think my parents would be willing to die it another color, because I suck at saving money so I can't afford to pay for it myself, and my current color is getting gross fast, so I've either got to use their money to die it back to brown, and keep it that way, or use my nonexistent money to die it another color. I would save money and die it with my own money, but there just isn't enough time, because I need to die it soon. And I'm not ready to die it back brown. I'm known as the "blue haired girl" at my school (even though there's other kids with blue hair, I don't know how I was the one fortunate enough to get that title) and it's almost like its a part of my identity now. If I die it back brown, I'm just gonna blend in to the crowd. I'm very unnoticeable in general, so I need to have something, other than my horrendous face, for people to identify my by.
So yes, those are my dilemmas of the day.
I hope you enjoy this little page of me whining about my life, now go have a happy day and a Happy Halloween.
Mercy
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